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Aw, come on, you know you've been wanting one.

Tonight I am not reading another Sookie Stackhouse* novel and I shut off the video game of the moment (Torchlight, http;//www.torchlightgame.com/ is a perfect replacement for Diablo II with all of the gameplay mechanics, fixed, and a bunch more with nice 3d graphics and a clever story**). i had some caffeine with dinner and switched to water after one glass. (Last night I had Sprite™ wit my burger). I put on the sleep playlist, put the gaming machine to sleep, set myself awaya nd coaxed the cat to follow me to bed.

Two albums later the music has stopped and I didn't get to sleep. Brain hardly let up. In fact the hyperactive brain chatter seems worse now that I have landed a new job than when I was suddenly completely out of work and not sure how I was going to pay for things. New job starts next week. It's a big deal and I'm quite nervous. Probably need to buy some more clothes, for instance. I intend to work on that tomorrow ... even if I have to stay up all night.

Should I wear a hat to the office? There's one here for me to try. I have managed to talk myself out of buying a briefcase before I know what's going on over there ... these and other ponderings keeping me awake are brought to you by AMC's television show Mad Men, closing in on the end of their third season.

Much more exciting still is that they have a new property based on the quirky classic show The Prisoner coming out shortly: http://www.amctv.com/originals/the-prisoner/

So, since the is the first mention of it here: Yay, new job with awesome company.

Footnotes and their footnotes )
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The days, they have not been going all that great, even starting then after 12 noon. Of course this makes a convincing argument for not getting out of bed before noon the following day ...

My head is filling up with slime again, and it only leaks out slowly.

Managed to stay in bed this morning rather than making an insomnia post. I had been home for a couple hours wearing down my hands and brain on video game du jour, with an occasional IM when the SO realized that I had pushed a task forward a day without telling her. She came close to renewing the previous nights emotional disagreement vaulting off of that. Both the forgetting and how much upset she was throwing at me were upsetting to me ... and so I was no longer in any place to sleep. I took my stiffening fingers back into the game for a couple more hours, and then crashed, laying in bed contemplating the post for only a few minutes before passing out.

Deliberately passing both alarms, I am awakened in the 1 o'clock hour by the roommate, who needs a favour on my way into "work" ... more on the latter in a bit.
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First woke at 6, talked on the phone some without leaving bed. Didn't feel up to leaving bed, or moreover I found the possibility distant. Whether through defeatist self-fulfilling prophecy or intense self knowledge ... yeah I woke up a few more times, but didn't really feel awake-awake until just then, at about 2 till 0100. This after going to bed ontime, albeit without eating anything past a meal-sized breakfast.

all for 'today' then?
  • Media Consumption update: movies, podcasts, a magazine ..
  • food was had in approximation and experiment
  • olpc testing, underway
  • tag office, after dawn
  • ...
  • photoshop lessons?
  • adjusted mustachios post shower

LaterHmm... Well I ended up back in bed again after awhile, having absorbed some food and movie and such, and now I'm attempting to resume normal functions at approximately the right time. Odd little holiday ...

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adric: Ugh. Didn't work. I executed the hibernate command, and the screen dimmed, but the processors and the disks never would shut off. Gave up after a few minutes of loud disk activity and blank screen and woke it up.

I feel slightly sleepy. It's not enough to actually let me sleep, just to feel a little tired, and my eyes a little tired too. It makes it unpleasant to try and read anything interesting, much less hack or try to do anything that requires focus. I hate this. It ranks right next to laying in bed not sleeping as my least favourite thing about mortal existence. And I can recall weeks, months, maybe years of it only a few years back.

The more things change... the more you realize they didn't change. Augh

Slightly later, I did not cry.

adric: 3:38: I'm worried enough about bwing able to get to work, and do my job, that all of this other stuff is too far away to care about.
adric 3:43: So, yeah it's get to work, be able to do job, go to stupid work party, somehow go back to work. *shrug*
adric: 3:45: Oh, and just for today, family crap.
adric: 3:46: Anyway, I 'm trying to figure out how to manage the clothes shopping thing, but I can't go out tonight. thanks for trying to think of ways for it to be fun for me.

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