Gah.

It seems i may well have reached another decision point where to keep someone important in my life I might have to .. well .. do something.

And everyone here knows how well that's gone before... *cricket*

As to what something? I'm not at all sure, but there are various silly notions.

Oh, and yes, of course, as before, since I can see the decision point, it is probably already too late to affect events much .. even were I to try.